Wordy, Nerdy, gifted, awkward, silly, blunt, honest, numismatist, artist, dreamer, lover, soldier, cavalier, spontanious, oppositional, vigilance, compettitive, service, exceptional, playful, faithful forced now accommodating changes with my regeneration, limitations Disabled. Needy, Betrayed. Separated, Forgiving, and I'm still desiring inspiring ..surviving. .thriving. .. direct 2 point this is means to ask for help... such neediness seemingly alien since 2005 ied added ptsd to addhd and when I wake same nightmares I've been through so many times found that last one small way to transfer letting go of unwanted emotion traumatizing as found suddenly saw pain hides behind the half smiles of many. So far are not able to work on a single one more than 10 min frantically this art becomes this explosion of scribbled done most with sharpie as I have dome 20 in a day before I tend 2 draw on anything anywhere